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It's been so long...


I'm rather busy these months, since me and my gf will get married soon. And there's so much stuff to do.

Few days ago my father asked me why I tried to off myself when I was 18. Back then this thing really put him down. He doesn't even name it using the actual word, now when he talks about it. Back then I told him why I did it. Back then he told me that I actually had no problem, that it's not a real problem. That, with my mother;s reaction, really put me down. Back then I go to finally talk with a specialist, but he asked me to come with one of my parents. I don't know why, because I was 18 already, so I wasn't under-aged anymore. SO I asked my father, because I was closer to him, than to my mother. But he didn't want to, he only held this lecture about how I don't need to see anyone, and how I actually had no problem. In the end I didn't go to the therapist anymore. Of course I keep thinking whether I did right or wrong, I mean in connection with the way my life went afterwards.  And those few days ago, I told my father that I already told him back then. But then I realized, so I told him that I wasn't in the mood to talk about it.

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